This is hard.

Writing is an exploration. You start from nothing and learn as you go. E. L. Doctorow

It's been over 40 days since I last posted here. When I go back and read some of the things I have written in the past, I can truly understand the difference between the then me and now me. We change a little everyday, we should accept and embrace that.

I still love writing though and I have been writing a lot.. but I am unable to finish them. I'm always confused as to what topic needs an individual post and what ideas should be clubbed into one. This happens. I know. But regardless of whether what I write is 'perfectly structured' or if it is completely chaotic, I must write because after all something is better than nothing.

Writing things online where anyone in the world can read . holds you accountable of the things you do, of the things you. write It gives one a sense of duty, even if no one reads. . This is what also helps in self-improvement .

But because this blog is purely for pleasure and self-improvement, doesn't mean I push out unpolished post. If I keep doing that, how will I improve?

I must simply put in my 100% when writing, doesn't matter if the post comes out good, bad, muddled, or decent.

I truly want to be a write 'something' worth reading, but as we know.. Sucking at something is the first step towards being sort of good at something.